Picture of admin.

End Of The Year 2024

For this year, I decided to compile as most of the media I consumed last year, as well as relevant info that I think will be useful in a year. Character Stats 📊 Level 30 Pronouns He/They Average Step Count 9,016 steps Weight 120.1 Kg Height Still 181 cm Neurodivergence Enabled Books 📚 Dare to Lead by Brené Brown The New One Minute Manager by Kenneth H. Blanchard Humble Enquiry by Edgar H. Schein The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck by Mark Manson Difficult Conversations by Douglas Stone, Bruce Patton, Sheila Heen, Roger Fisher Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao Find Your Fuck Yeah by Alexis Rockley The Creative Act by Rick Rubin Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie At Bertram’s Hotel by Agatha Christie The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller Vínculos by Akira Pantsu The Culture Map by Erin Meyer El Gato que Cuidaba las Bibliotecas by Sosuke Natsukawa Staff Engineer by Will Larson, Tanya Reilly Hallowe’en Party by Agatha Christie Radical Candor by Kim Scott Goodbye Phone, Hello World Movies 📼 Wild Robot Love Actually The Holiday Baghead Ghostbusters: Frozen Empire Deadpool & Wolverine Inside Out 2 Alien: Romulus Longlegs Late Night with the Devil Family Pack The Deliverance Cuando Acecha La Maldad Smile Pride & Prejudice The Secret Life of Walter Mitty Downsizing Barbarian White Noise The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar Super 8 Past Lives Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves Dune Talk To Me Furiosa: A Mad Max Saga Anyone But You Trap Salem’s Lot The Watchers Civil War Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice Series 📺 Nadie Nos Va a Extrañar Arcane Season 2 Eva Lasting Season 1 The Umbrella Academy Season 4 3 Body Problem Season 1 Baby Reindeer The Brothers Sun Carol & The End of The World Queer Eye Season 8 Haikyuu!! Season 1, 2 and 3 Invincible Season 2 Fallout Season 1 Mr & Mrs. Smith Season 1 Succession Season 1 Games 👾 Risk of Rain Risk of Rain Returns Risk of Rain 2 Balatro Halo Infinite Apex Legends Cyberpunk 2077 Cyberpunk 2077, Phantom Liberty

December 31, 2024 · 2 min · 346 words

Where have I been?

Here’s the soundtrack of this blog post: Such a great cover, if I might say so. Well, well, well. We see each other again in the internet-sphere. It’s been a few months since the alst time I’ve been actively online in any form of social media. Active in the sense of posting, commenting, liking content. To be fair, I have been lurking all this time, but uncappable of actually taking the first step towards interacting with people. And, this does not only apply to social media like Twitter (fuck X), Instagram, or TikTok, I’ve also been pretty absent in IM apps. Basically, I’ve felt like I ghosted most of the people who I don’t see on a daily basis. Why, you might ask. I am not entirely sure. ...

October 25, 2024 · 4 min · 715 words

Ryoku, my unfinished life project

When I was younger I heard the story of an artist that killed himself in his art so that he could survive in real life. Living most of my life through the lenses of depression, that sounded like a way for me to save myself. That became the pillar of this project. Still, it’s a project that is still unfinished as I think subconciously I have been waiting to be in a better place to finish the project. ...

July 2, 2024 · 5 min · 902 words
Image of the eyes of a squid on a black background.

Music Gear

Instruments Fender Stratocaster, 2007 Fender Telecaster LTD EC-407 Schecter Schecter KM-7 Fender Acoustic US Cort Electroacoustic Guitar Ukulele Guitar Pedals Polytune TS808 Hall of Fame Reverb Amps Boss Katana Artist Head V3

November 6, 2023 · 1 min · 32 words

On Death and Moving On

Ever since I was little I’ve had a very irrational fear of death. It is a concept and an act that I can’t seem to understand at all. What happens after? Do we still feel something? Where do we go? Most importantly, do I watch the ones I love suffer my loss? I recently saw a video, can’t remember where it was from, but it was a Tumblr post of someone saying that they imagined death as getting carried by your parents to your bedroom when you fell asleep on the couch watching a movie or playing videogames as a kid. That resonated with me in a very deep level because if I have no way of knowing or understanding what comes after, I might as well make it my own. ...

October 15, 2023 · 2 min · 292 words

Don't forget, I'm glad you're here

This is a list of resources, quotes, pieces of writting, short clips that often help bring me back from a rough patch: “Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I’ll try again tomorrow.” ― Mary Anne Radmacher “Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not.” ― Uncle Iroh “Be strong enough to be gentle.” ― Larry Cullen ...

October 14, 2023 · 1 min · 71 words
Image of the eyes of a squid on a black background.

Current Studio Setup

Last Updated: Nov 06, 2023 I am a software and game developer so I have tried to keep an updated enough rig that will allow me to work with 2D and 3D elements without issues, and to run the most current game engines. Apart from that, I am also really passionate about music. A few years ago I used to take it more seriously and tried getting gear to produce my own audio and music, but since my move to Colombia I’ve had to stick to the basics. A good enough mic, and my old timer audio interface. ...

October 4, 2023 · 1 min · 168 words