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Here’s the soundtrack of this blog post: Such a great cover, if I might say so. Well, well, well. We see each other again in the internet-sphere. It’s been a few months since the alst time I’ve been actively online in any form of social media. Active in the sense of posting, commenting, liking content. To be fair, I have been lurking all this time, but uncappable of actually taking the first step towards interacting with people. And, this does not only apply to social media like Twitter (fuck X), Instagram, or TikTok, I’ve also been pretty absent in IM apps. Basically, I’ve felt like I ghosted most of the people who I don’t see on a daily basis. Why, you might ask. I am not entirely sure. ...

When I was younger I heard the story of an artist that killed himself in his art so that he could survive in real life. Living most of my life through the lenses of depression, that sounded like a way for me to save myself. That became the pillar of this project. Still, it’s a project that is still unfinished as I think subconciously I have been waiting to be in a better place to finish the project. ...

Instruments Fender Stratocaster, 2007 Fender Telecaster LTD EC-1007 EverTune Schecter DIAMOND SERIES HELLRAISER HYBRID Fender Acoustic Colombia Fender Acoustic US Ukulele Guitar Pedals Polytune TS808 Hall of Fame Reverb Amps Orange Amp, model missing

Ever since I was little I’ve had a very irrational fear of death. It is a concept and an act that I can’t seem to understand at all. What happens after? Do we still feel something? Where do we go? Most importantly, do I watch the ones I love suffer my loss? I recently saw a video, can’t remember where it was from, but it was a Tumblr post of someone saying that they imagined death as getting carried by your parents to your bedroom when you fell asleep on the couch watching a movie or playing videogames as a kid. That resonated with me in a very deep level because if I have no way of knowing or understanding what comes after, I might as well make it my own. ...

This is a list of resources, quotes, pieces of writting, short clips that often help bring me back from a rough patch: “Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I’ll try again tomorrow.” ― Mary Anne Radmacher “Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not.” ― Uncle Iroh “Be strong enough to be gentle.” ― Larry Cullen ...

Last Updated: Nov 06, 2023 I am a software and game developer so I have tried to keep an updated enough rig that will allow me to work with 2D and 3D elements without issues, and to run the most current game engines. Apart from that, I am also really passionate about music. A few years ago I used to take it more seriously and tried getting gear to produce my own audio and music, but since my move to Colombia I’ve had to stick to the basics. A good enough mic, and my old timer audio interface. ...